There is no such thing as regrets. Only lessons learnt

i come to realize that i will only blog whenever i feel upset...

But i also realize that i need to blog when i'm happy either so that whenever i feel sad, i can read back all my happy entries and appreciate my life better even if it is as small as when the time abam smiled at me...  

So anyway, few things i've learnt today

A) never be honest when it comes to working

B) always remember that when you're not honest with whatever you do, your ass is covered. However, you can never grow as a person. I learnt the hard way. 

C) i gotta do better and start to focus and be more discipline. I am always giving in to procrasination and it is not cool.

D) i need to freaking grow some balls and talk to abam already. I'm getting bored of only crushing on him from afar zzz

E) it's the first week of march and i need to diet and exercise consistently. Three months to go till miranda kerr

F) people come and go and not everything go as planned. When one door closes, another door will open. In my case, ive been dreaming to get a new position in my company which is to be a senior associate and i prayed to allah everyday so that he will fulfil my wish. However, i also learnt the hard way that it may not happen because i need to improve myself first. Same goes to my physical body, my imaan, my ability to be a good future wife and everything else.

So yeah, i feel so much better now!

Thanks for reading,

XO