Monday, January 12, 2015

Trouble in "paradise"

Hi world, lately i feel like things are not going on my way  and i hate that.

Firstly, i think that my boss hates me.

Secondly i am upset that i no longer have the privilage to park my car inside my office building and on top of it, i have to pay additional RM100 for my parking fee. WTF. It's so unfair cos I obviously make less money than the bosses.

Thirdly, i feel so fat all the time. I don't get why people still thinks that i'm pretty. Stop boosting my confidence people. Kidding, keep the compliments coming,I NEED IT. But i need motivation too.

Fourthly, for the consecutive time, i feel like a loser for not having any boyfriend. Being a singleton sucks 10 times more whenever i go out to socialize and people start asking me, "so are you seeing anyone?" Sigh.

Fifth, i look forward to get my iphone 6 over the weekend and guess what? It is still sold out. Really?

Six, i still owe vodafone five hundred dollars and i feel guilty. I don't know where should i dig my money to pay them back.

Seven, i want to be a senior associate, a better muslimah, married and as thin as Miranda Kerr (in a healthy way) by this year and yet i don't think i will make any of this happen.

Finally i need to start accepting the fact that not everything comes in your way but Allah knows best and i have no choice but to trust his plans. In sha allah.

I pray that Allah will always keep me humble. Amin.

XO

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